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Month: May 2018 (Page 1 of 25)

His SISTER!

(swearing) Lemme tell you about a girl. I’m going to call her Megan. Her name isn’t really Megan. Let me start the story from the beginning. I moved to a new high school two years and eight months ago. Megan is one of the first “friends” I make. It took a long time and a Read More

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His SISTER!

(swearing) Lemme tell you about a girl. I’m going to call her Megan. Her name isn’t really Megan. Let me start the story from the beginning. I moved to a new high school two years and eight months ago. Megan is one of the first “friends” I make. It took a long time and a Read More

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Lost Interest

I have lost interest in academics.I used to be a top and hardworking student but i don’t feel the urge anymore.All I want is to waste time.However I get scared during exams and result times.Hoping for successful results when I didnt do anything and getting jealous of hardworking people. +10

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I Am More Than Just An Obligation

Do you ever just want to tell someone all that you feel and let your emotions out and then hesitate and end up not telling something at all? It’s crazy how emotions work. You’re okay then suddenly you’re not… then you’ll be stuck with the latter and you’ll get used to it. Having self issues Read More

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Too Many Things Going On

I’ve cried over too many petty problems these last few days. Right now it was about band solo auditions. Thing is, I’m not first chair and I was fine with that until a freshie got to be in first chair. That made me so mad because the director personally asked me about placements and he Read More

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The Kids Aren’t Alright

(possible trigger warning because reasons) I don’t even know what’s wrong with me at this point. Everything makes me cry or have a complete nervous breakdown. My s/o says its stress, but I feel like its a lot more than that. The moment that I fuck up and the line of communication between us is Read More

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Society sucks

I am a 5’9” 185lbs female. I consider myself fat. I don’t wear shorts to school because my thighs are too big. I don’t wear V-necks to school because my collarbones don’t show. I can’t wear cute girl shirts with low sleeves because my arms are too chubby. I don’t wear sandals because my feet Read More

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turned 18 but i didn’t change

the breeze feels really pleasant right now. I wish i could be outside instead of stuck in my room procrastinating on this CS project. actually i wish there was a park near me so i could go out right now and sit on the bench and forget everything and be in the dark by myself. Read More

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Ugh

There’s this boy I like, and then there’s my ex. I like the new boy Josh who I known since the beginning of the year. He’s so sweet so me. He sits next to me and tries to hold my hand and he plays with my hand. He likes me( so i thought) but then Read More

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what…what am I doing

I’ve been so lost recently. Ah, who m I kidding, I’ve always been lost. Just today it hit a low. After months of being okay, I have once again failed to kill myself. That makes 20 times, and I’m beginning to think that my body wants to live. Which is frustrating to say the least. Read More

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