So, I went to Church camp over a month ago and I literally cannot stop thinking about the camp. I try to forget, but I felt the most real emotions and real feelings I have ever felt for a person. He lives across the country. He has been the only person in my life that I feel completely who I have always wanted to be. We are starting to stop talking and I want to cry because he is the best person I have ever met and I have not gotten over it and I just want him to live here, or me to live there.