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BIGGEST FUCKING RANT EVER

i am so fucking sick of everything right now, it feels like everything in my life is going wrong, and I just feel so ugly and unloved. Half of my “friends” never speak to me anymore, and the other half have other people, so I’m stuck with fake snakes. I just wish i had one friend who i could tell everything, and they wouldn’t judge me, who was like a sibling to me, but noo.. what is it with people these days? they’re so cruel and im sick of constantly being left out or never good enough, because im not. everyone ignores me, and i have no real friends, why can’t people understand your emotions, or how much stress you’re under? lately it feels like there’s a big weight on my shoulders that i cant shake, and it’s not going away. i’ve tried my favourite things, writing it down, nothing. I cant tell anyone else, because they won’t understand, they’ll say they do, but they won’t. why do people have to be so fake and so rude? no one likes a bitch unless you’re Blair Waldorf.
I’m so done with everything right now, the only bit of “fun” i have in my life is offically, fucking. gone. today was crap, and i’m tired of my “friend” going behind my back, doing stuff i didnt ask her to do, but then when i talk about her, i feel guilty as hell. it’s not fair, why cant i toughen up, or be prettier, popular, kinder. why cant boys actually not hate me and girls want to be my friend? why am i never good enough for anyone, i cant see whats wrong with me. yes, i have a lot of flaws, but doesnt everyone?
i might be a drama queen, a bitch, crybaby, over-emotional and moody AF but that doesnt mean that people have to take it to heart. i am who i am why cant people just accept who you are? i feel kinda pointless, like there’s something inside me that’s empty, i’m constantly tired, i’ve been craving water, and i feel depressed, almost. sometimes i feel vv emotionless, like i have no emotion whatsoever. i just dont get myself?? why cant i be perfect, not fat and disgustingly ugly ive been rejected by EVERY guy ive asked out, it’s not fair, what’s wrong with me? i have very low self esteem but sometimes i’m ok looking, but i just dont get it, why dont boys like me? i know that sounds so selfish but im really done caring anymore, it’s not like anyone does me. i am sick of fucking school and it’s fucking homework, i honestly don’t know how much more i can take, it’s so fucking stressful, and nobody wants to hear what i have to say. nobody understands me, and ppl hate me for no reason, what the HELL DO I DO???? my fucking homework is a disgrace, i feel so fucking stressed why cant everything just go away or become better, why cant I? why is everyone judged in this society? if you do something that pleases you, why do ppl have to call you out for it, or make jokes from it? if it isnt fucking hurting anyone or yourself, go for it. im so pissed

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2 Comments

  1. Black Jesus

    I can sympathise with you, A LOT. A FUCKING LOT!!!!!!!!! I remember I opened up to my “friend”. I opened up my soul thinking he would listen and would care. He doesn’t even fucking talk to me and excuses it by saying “EUGH, NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT FGT” ffs..

  2. Anonymous

    fr same deal but im a dude. luckily tho i do have one friend. try to find someone just as outcasted as yourself. having one friend is a huge leap from none. believe me. also im looking forward to adulthood where ppl aren’t as judgy as fucking high schoolers.

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