Going on any social media ruins tf out of me because im always reminded that theres someone better than me in everyway and like yeah thats just how life is but it is SUCH a painful feeling. I feel like I should be amounting to different things and that I’m not doing my best but I feel so rooted to bedrock that it feels like Im stuck. It’s such a bad feeling and I feel like I’m going crazy. I know this is edgy and possibly rudiculous but I’m so sick of keeping it to myself.