I’m so sick of everything honestly. I’m tired of people just using me like I’m some toy that they can just throw away when they’ve gotten what they wanted. I can’t even control my emotions anymore like as soon as someone asks what’s wrong I just break down. I can’t handle it anymore there’s so much stress because I want to keep everyone happy. People are getting mad at me back because I can’t control my emotions anymore and I’m sick of it. I don’t want to lose anyone but that’s what it’s coming down to. I fucking hate life right now and nothings going right. It’s not just a “phase” that I’ll get out of like it’s been like this for a few months now and I’m so tired of it, I just want all of this to be over