So where I work everybody likes a drink on a weekend. I’ve went the past two weekends with these people and all I’ve got is drama. They don’t care about me and I know this as I’m constantly putting the effort in if I want to talk. So I guess I feel pretty lonely. I’ve been told to toughen up a lot of times its just not in my personality so I don’t know how to. The feeling comes and goes but I just wish I could go somewere and actually fit in. Because I don’t here I’m the emotional idiot who can’t control her feelings and nobody gives a dam about.