I just feel so empty. Like, everything I used to love doing is just depressing now. I want to hide away all day but at the same time I so desperately want to talk to someone. I just cant bring my self do do anything and I feel like I am just a burden. I keep telling myself i’m fine and everything will be okay tomorrow… but its not. No matter what I do I just cant feel anything any more, I feel like I haven’t properly laughed in bloody weeks.

I honesty don’t even know why i’m like this all of a sudden. I have a decent life, I have a great boyfriend and pretty much all of my fiends say I have nothing to worry about. This is quite a depressing read, so sorry about that, I just needed to get this out of my head and for some one to see it, even though i’ve never met whoever will read this.

I just want to be happy again.