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End this pain.

I just don’t want to feel anything anymore. I feel everything so intensely to the point where I can’t handle it anymore. I don’t want to die. I just don’t want to exist anymore. Suicide is starting to look like an option again and I’m fucking scared. I feel so damn useless. I feel so hopeless. I don’t want to live anymore. It’s just a matter of going through with it.

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5 Comments

  1. Anonymous

    I was with you until the coward bit. If you think suicide is so easy let’s see you do it.

  2. E.I.

    Well you’re not alone, every day is like a battle and people don’t understand that so it feels like you are. You think everything is pointless and stupid, memories are usually of everything painful and heartbreaking that’s ever happen to you, the future looks like just more bullshit so there’s no real hope for anything. No one understands the pain and there’s no way to explain it either. Constant thinking and overwhelming emotions, seeing through the bullshit of everything and knowing the truth, not being able to conform and be another medicated sociopathic worker-sheep cog-in-the-machine with blinders on living that repetative, everyday, cookie-cutter routine. I know exactly how you feel, but in my opinion suicide is the cowards way out, that’s just quiting and letting “it” defeat you. Try finding a creative outlet, even just writing, just let the pen take over and be open and you might surprise yourself with what you come up with..

  3. Anya

    I feel the same way, my problems torture me in ways that I can only wish to end. I have had suicide thoughts but imagining the pain that I’ll feel is unbearable. Keep fighting, the pain will end soon.

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