I HATE MY JOB. EVERYONE AT WORK IS FAKE. THEY ACT NICE TO YOUR FACE BUT I HAVE HEARD THEM B*TCHING ABOUT THE NEW FRANCHISEES WE’VE BEEN TRAINING SO I CAN ONLY IMAGINE WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT ME. ESPECIALLY SINCE IVE ONLY BEEN HERE 9 MONTHS AND THEY’VE ALL BEEN HERE FOR ALMOST 10 YEARS.

I FEEL LIKE NONE OF MY OPINIONS OR SUGGESTIONS ARE EVER TAKEN INTO ACCOUNT, I’M JUST UNDERMINED AT ANY STAGE.

AND ITS SO FRUSTRATING BECAUSE THEY PICK AND CHOOSE WHEN THEY CONSIDER ME AS ‘SENIOR MANAGEMENT TEAM’. FOR EXAMPLE WHEN IT COMES TO HAVING TO DO SOMETHING THEY DONT WANT TO DO, I’LL HAVE TO DO IT, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO WEEKLY SMT PLANNING MEETINGS, I’M NOT INVITED TO ATTEND. LIKE WTF?

AND THIS COMPANY IS A JOKE- WE HAVE LIKE 7 EMPLOYEES AND THE WORKLOAD IS CRAZY, THE PEOPLE WHO WORK HERE ARE CRAZY BECAUSE THEY HAVE MADE THIS JOB THEIR LIFE AND HAVE STUCK AROUND FOR ALMOST 10 YEARS.

I SOMETIMES SIT AT MY DESK AND JUST STARE INTO MY COMPUTER SCREEN AND JUST THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH I DONT WANT TO BE THERE.

I FEEL LIKE IM IN A REALLY TOXIC ENVIRONMENT BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO GET OUT. IT HASNT EVEN BEEN A YEAR SINCE I’VE GRADUATED FROM UNIVERSITY AND THE PAY I’M GETTING IS PRETTY DECENT CONSIDERING MY AGE SO THATS THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME BUT ITS NOT A GOOD ENOUGH REASON FOR ME TO STAY FOR TOO LONG.

I NEED TO GET OUT ASAP!!!!!!!