I just had a fight with my sister and it didn’t end well. I have anger issues and add so when I get mad things go downhill quickly. My sister knows this but she continues to provoke me and make it seem like she’s the victim. She then makes fun of me and calls me retarded and stupid and crazy and it hurts because then she tells my mom she didn’t do anything but she did. They think I do stuff and have fits on purpose but I don’t when they happen I have no control I just see red and throw and hit or punch things. This has happened a few times and I would think they would understand that it’s not my fault I do this but they don’t they just make me feel even more bad about myself because I am this way. I don’t want to be this way but they just think I’m stupid and crazy.