I hate people. I try so hard. I was always there for you. I talked you out of KILLING YOURSELF. I was constantly there helping to make you feel better and asking if you’re okay. Once your problems go away, I’m left here all alone. You were just using me. I see that now. Imy alone with all my thoughts. I just want to go to bed and never wake up. You’re at with friend probably getting drunk or high while I’m home craving you. It’s beens months since you’ve answered me and idk if I can do this anymore.