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Fuck you my angel!!

Yea angel!!You read it correct. That’s what you were to me since way long, never ever did i ever wished that you would be so disrespectful, insulting and hurting towards me.I seriously don’t get this.What do girls have in them on the name of love?The earlier day you swear on our love.Ask me to search names for our kids and make decide which city will we be settling into after we get married.And then just overnight she changes her thought and says this relation has no future. There are family issues, caste issues, financial issues, class parity and what not.Then what made you so called “love me” all those two years.Were you searching for an option to play with.It seriously feels bad to say but you played even worse than the shittiest bitch of our college.I mean anyone looking at you would never think of anything else than a “princess” to define.An angel.A sweetheart.I never loved you for your looks.I loved you for who you were.Way you treated and the way you respected our relation.And after than one dramatic mother-fucking day u say u have lost interest in me?!?!
I apologized…I pleaded…i even begged you to let me know what my mistake was.What made you disturbed?N you on the other hand are telling me to just leave it…because u have decided now what u want to do.”I know i am doing wrong to you and i want to end it”. That’s the stupidest thing that i have ever heard from a mature person like you.I think that’s where i went wrong. I was your second boyfriend and never gave you a chance to complain.Every month…right on our month anniversary i used to ask you “Baby, is there something that u want to tell me??”..”Baby is there something that you find going wrong in this relation?”..please let me know babu…because i always said “losing you is the biggest fear of my life jaan!!” n never kept anything but this relation as the first priority. Always wanted to make sure everything goes fine.And this is what you gave me in returns…Thank you my angel I seriously fukkingg thank you.Even my mom knew about this relation and i she felt so hurt that she couldn’t even control it on front of me. I was the reason that i believed in you and gave you a privileged opportunity to hurt us.Everyone around me saying just get over her. I know that is the only fukkin option left for me.I tried a lot and its just getting more difficult.You on the other hand are throwing mid-night house parties and uploading fukking watsapp pics every two days.Shame on you.Seriously.I really feel helpless in this situation but you see…god watches everything.He is seeing you every second…every moment of your life.He might give you great success in life…no doubt….u were ruthless dominant in studies no matter what.But…
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Hey almighty, i ll leave that up to you.They say there’s is justice in your court always.So here i am to seek mine. Situations are provoking me to be vicious and if i want to; i can fuck both the lives very easily.And bad enough to be ashamed to death.I seriously don’t care anymore.But i won’t leave my integrity and character for such a “disguise”. And yes lord in your court….i scream aloud to my limits…because i still cannot keep myself from loving her….

“F U C K Y O U M Y A N G E L ”

give me my justice…give me what i deserved…
as this was not destined for the deeds that i revered..

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4 Comments

  1. Anonymous

    Can feel your pain bhai!!

  2. Anonymous

    every girl nowdays is the same..

  3. Anonymous

    I’m sad to say that I relate, anon. You’re not alone.

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