Honestly, I’m so sick of falling in love with people I have no chance with. It fucking kills me and I don’t know what to do. This one person I know is the most perfect person I know. He’s honestly the most amazing human being ever and I love him so much, but I have no chance with him at all. It makes me so upset because I know it’ll always be like this. I’m not good enough and I know I’m not. I just don’t know if I’ll be able to accept knowing wether or not if he feels the same, and I don’t really want to know. I want to hang on to this tiny bit of hope of not knowing, even though most.of me knows I’m not enough. I fucking hate this. Love is so stupid. It doesn’t do anything but break you down and ruin your life. I fucking hate it.