We live different sides of the world. My day is your night. I realise when i go to bed you can kill time easily.. you have your childrens tea to cook, bath them and put them to bed.. then you often go to sleep after a movie. You dont have time to kill. You know how i spend everyday? I wake.. and i wait for you.. i spend all day and afternoon till night hoping you will come online. Thats my life. I have nothing here without you. There you have a family and a wife to fill your time. To keep you happy. To keep you sane. To live your life with. While i sit here.. knowing we have no hope. But still you say you love me. You wont leave her because of circumstances. Everybody makes choices in life. None are easy to make. If you wanted to be with me, you would be. I have a lot of thinking to do.