I don’t know how to start this off. ok first off I’ve been on and off with my boyfriend for 3 years. I suppose we are past the honeymoon phase. we went to a festival, with his buddy and his buddy’s new girlfriend they been dating for 2 months. The whole time he was so sweet to her and loving and my boyfriend just wasn’t. I guess u could say I was jealous I wish my boyfriend held my hand, wanted me to sit on his lap, and do things with me, tell me im beautiful… but idk. i ended up getting a a fight with him and i embarassed myself and im pretty sure were gonna break up now. like why couldnt i just been normal and went with the flow 🙁 i just cant even i hate myself