Man……..Where to even start. Its 1 am and maybe its the romance movie I just finished watching. Or maybe its the story Ive been reading all day. But it just really has me thinking. I am in another hopeless relationship with not enough backbone to end it because I hate being alone. But ive been thinking lately that being alone is all I will be. I know that sounds morbid but Im a hopeless romantic. I honestly cannot help it. I have all these scenarios running in my head about the guy I will fall head over heels for. But honestly I think its ruining my current relationships. For one I dont feel good enough for my prince charming so I will settle for anything I feel I can get my hands on. I hat to settle in life, but when I even thinking about going after something else…..something I actually want I get sooo scared. I sound completely cliche.