FUCK. okay that feels good. im just so gosh darn tired of emotions. this has been such a tiresome year. im finally opening myself up emotionally again after an abusive ex who STILL FUCKING STALKS ME THATS COOL and its terrible??????? like i was in such a good place just having casual sex and not worrying about boys or emotions and fuck fuck fuck i met the perfect god damn man and i have fucking emotions and now im worried and emotional and i dont know what to do? like wtf????