i dont think i love my boyfriend anymore. when he asked me out like 3 weeks ago, it was an in-the-moment thing. i was so happy, i was so fucking happy. im so afraid to be alone, it was all i could do. im a teenager, and i’m dumb. he’s a teenager, he’s dumb. i dont understand what he sees in me. and whatever i saw in him? its gone. he tells me he loves me every day, and i know he really does. but it hurts whenever he says it. i dont really know if i even liked him to begin with. its only been 3 weeks. he’s still my lockscreen on my phone and i cant even stand to look at him anymore. its only been 3 weeks, this isnt fair. i dont know what the fuck to do. i dont know if this is just a passing thing and itll be okay after a while. for the past week or so i’ve been bedridden sick and i havent spoken with anyone, not even him aside from wishing him goodnight a couple times, and i always thought taking a break would fix it and i would like him again. but there’s nothing. im at my wits end here.
sidenote: we’re both guys in the 14-16 range, long distance, both USA. no chance of us meeting until i’m 18.