honestly i swear i feel emotions but like not full emotions?
i never feel like straight up bawling and screaming, i just sometimes feel like i need to let go? and basically give myself permission to silently cry. but when i do, its rare and i dont think theres anything wrong but i hear my friends all bonding and talking and comforting each other about their mental breakdowns and they just assume i dont like talkign about mine and they assume i cry as much as they do but the truth is, i dont. they cry over things that tears should be shed over, and they all bond over their choice to voice out their feelings. they just assume that im not ready to talk about my feelings but honestly, i feel like i cant relate to them and that scares me. whats wrong with me