he doesn’t understand and I fucking hate it. He doesn’t understand that I’ve wanted to cry and kill myself for the past week because of my fucking grades. He doesn’t understand what it’s been doing to me. It made me depressed and my fucking FATHER doesn’t even get it. He tried to shove my sister’s report card in my face. I don’t care if he was trying to show me a failing grade or a good grade, he kept yelling at me “No, you don’t get it!” GET WHAT? FUCKING GET WHAT? YOU DON’T GET HOW I FEEL. I don’t want to see that my sister did well, I don’t want to see that she failed! I just don’t want to see it AT ALL. I want to rage and curse and scream at him because I hate him so much right now. He already bothered me about grades once today and I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW YOU DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME!!!! I’ve looked at it and hated myself for days but you HAVE to come back and tell me AGAIN?? I’m so angry. It took me days to get over what I felt, hiding my tears from everyone, but he doesn’t even understand how much it took! I want to scream but I can’t. I want to break something but I can’t. I want to run away but I can’t. I want to die but I can’t. All I can do is cry and I hate it so much.