I HATE MY MOTHER!!!!

Right now I am outside in a tent in 27 degree Celsius weather with no shade ANYWHERE! Why am I here? Because i didn’t want to pick up my sibling from kindergarten. Why didn’t I just do it instead of being banished out here in this stupidly hot weather? By the time my sibling finishes kindergarten (at 12:30) the temperarure is supposed to be around 30-32 degrees celsius! Furthermore i dont have my license, so i would have to walk half an hour there and half an hour back home in the heat with 3 kids (currently a ten year old and 1 year old are at home as it is school holidays). And why did my mother want me to do it? Because she wanted to go for a drive with my father to a big city that is about an hour and a half from our home. They constantly go out – at least 3 times a week, and I didn’t think it was such a big deal to say no this one time! So now I’m out here roasting like a pig – wasn’t allowed to take any food or anything with me (even the food I have paid for) I snuck my phone because I knew I would be bored all day. This isn’t even the first time this has happened! Whenever I say no to something she automatically kicks me out of the fuckin house because she doesn’t like my answer! I have school work to do, I clean the house because she so fuckin lazy and can only do things for herself. I cook bathe and babysit EVERYDAY I have 5 younger siblings! However 2 of them can look after themselves fine (they are 16 and 10) I pay board to them every week and have done so for the past year ($100) i buy my own food so yeah I’m fuckin hot and bothered, thirsty and hungry. My mother is a bitch. – so much for being a christian.