I’m a notary public and recently took some papers for a family to sign. I know what I do as a Notary affects when and if their refinance will be approved and I sincerely tried to do a good job. But like all good efforts, i really fucked up on several of the documents. My boss called me and after ten minutes of telling me what a worthless piece of shit I was, brought back childhood memories of never being able to anything right in the eyes of others. I felt empty after his rant, knowing he was right, but wishing he would stop saying my failures over and over again. At the end, I felt like someone had taken a giant,steamy shit all over me and even after three days, I still feel crappy. Mostly because IT WAS MY FAULT!