I am 19 years old and never had a proper boyfriend. The reason haven’t had one is because before this I hadn’t found anyone who I really really liked. And the thing is that I want my first boyfriend to be AMAZING. I have this whole fairy tale imagination of how the guy would be, how my first kiss would be. Even if we break off early, I want the time we spend together to be really memorable. And finally I feel like there is someone who might the guy. However there are lots of problems. Firstly, we are close friends and I don’t want to ruin our friendship by the chaos of consequences of dating. Secondly, he isn’t my ideal type so the all that I had imagined my first boyfriend to be is kind of getting me more confused. Thirdly, he recently moved to another city so we wont be able to go out on regular dates like usually people do and I don’t know if I want my first relationship to be a long distance one. Finally, sometimes I feel too comfortable with him so I don’t get jitters and butterflies like I usually do with my other crushes. But I know that I like him a lot but I don’t know if it will be a good step to ask him out and confess my feelings. If he rejects me then things might a bit awkward between us, but if he accepts then also I’m not sure if it is worth my ‘first relationship’. Any suggestions? 🙂