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I am 19 years old and never had a proper boyfriend. The reason haven’t had one is because before this I hadn’t found anyone who I really really liked. And the thing is that I want my first boyfriend to be AMAZING. I have this whole fairy tale imagination of how the guy would be, how my first kiss would be. Even if we break off early, I want the time we spend together to be really memorable. And finally I feel like there is someone who might the guy. However there are lots of problems. Firstly, we are close friends and I don’t want to ruin our friendship by the chaos of consequences of dating. Secondly, he isn’t my ideal type so the all that I had imagined my first boyfriend to be is kind of getting me more confused. Thirdly, he recently moved to another city so we wont be able to go out on regular dates like usually people do and I don’t know if I want my first relationship to be a long distance one. Finally, sometimes I feel too comfortable with him so I don’t get jitters and butterflies like I usually do with my other crushes. But I know that I like him a lot but I don’t know if it will be a good step to ask him out and confess my feelings. If he rejects me then things might a bit awkward between us, but if he accepts then also I’m not sure if it is worth my ‘first relationship’. Any suggestions? 🙂

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2 Comments

  1. Anonymous

    Look. My boyfriend now? He isnt “technically” my first boyfriend, but hes the only one that I have kissed, or done anything else relationshipy. (The other two guys were strictly online and I didnt go on one date with eaither of them. so they dont count.) Anywayssss. Go for it. It doesn’t hurt. Trust me, it’s easier when you’re friends. My boyfriend, he was my bestfriend before we started dating. We’ve been dating 5 years now. Look, just look up what’s signs a guy will portray if he likes you, and if this dude can check off more than half, go for it. You’ll never know if you dont try( not to sound cliche or anything). Best of luck.

  2. Anonymous

    Not really

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