i just don’t know why i fucking made this decision about going to the same institution with this person i used to like it was fine but something happened and it turned shit and now i regret everything ive done about this i feel so stupid and it looks like as if i am still a fool for following them to places even though ive already got over to this person now like what the fuck is wrong with me and what went through my mind i hate myself for doing this and now i just feel like shit and felt like something went downhil for me idek this rant is nonsense but like i just cant hold this thing anymore and i have no one else to say about this so ugh