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I’m falling in love

I’m falling in love and I’m scared. I told him last night I’m not going to be the heartbreaker this time and I know it. In the past I’ve been able to get men to fall in love with me just for the pleasure of the game but I had no intent of really being with them therfore I was the heartbreaker, always. But now I can feel myself falling for him and it’s the scariest most vunerable feeling. Love Is a distraction, Love is a weakness.(?) Being attached to someone is a dangerous thing. It feels so good though, it’s defiantly a drug. There’s so many different kinds of love and they all give different highs. I love this high that he gives me. It’s so calm. Sometimes i feel overwhelmed because everything seems so causal and what I feel for him isn’t causal and then I get frustrated because I don’t know how to explain or show how I feel for him and I can’t say I love him because it’s too soon. So who will say it first and how will we say it ?

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3 Comments

  1. Kasey

    Lucky! Embrace it! Tell him you love him. I know how scary it can be, but it’s worth it!

  2. Anonymous

    Just be honest and communicate! If he loves you back, that’s great! If he doesn’t it’s not the end of the world! I get the impression that you’re already in a relationship with him, and if he doesn’t say ‘I love you’ back, there’s no need to break up over it or anything. Your feelings are just more developed is all. Maybe he’ll get there, maybe not. Good luck!

  3. SK

    I’m so happy you found love! Definitely do not take this feeling for granted, it is a wonderful time. Honestly, there’s no rules on when and who should say it first. If you truly love him, and you have a feeling he loves you too, don’t hold back in saying. Life is too short to waste time not expressing our feelings.

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