Family is filled with cheating and divorce. My performance in school is rapidly declining. Work is stressful. Healthcare provisions are all over the board. The future is so uncertain. Struggling to stay afloat with depression. Would like to have someone I can care for. Need a break. Financial burdens are closing in. Friends and family have all moved away. Parents are the only ones still there for me and they’re in China throwing around words like divorce. Currently in denial of that whole situation. Want my friends back. I wish I could look God in the eyes and know that He hears me when I ask for help. If there were ever a time that I needed His help, now would be that time.