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Life Sucks

Family is filled with cheating and divorce. My performance in school is rapidly declining. Work is stressful. Healthcare provisions are all over the board. The future is so uncertain. Struggling to stay afloat with depression. Would like to have someone I can care for. Need a break. Financial burdens are closing in. Friends and family have all moved away. Parents are the only ones still there for me and they’re in China throwing around words like divorce. Currently in denial of that whole situation. Want my friends back. I wish I could look God in the eyes and know that He hears me when I ask for help. If there were ever a time that I needed His help, now would be that time.




I am fucking shit

1 Comment

  1. Anonymous

    I am sorry for what you are going through. I’ve experienced some similar things in my own life, and am still aching over them today, but I’m here.
    I think it’s good that you are addressing these things, that is always a good step to take. it means that you are looking over all that’s bothering you, and are ready to ask, “what now?”.
    i want you to know that God is always working upon our lives, even if we don’t see it. sometimes i don’t see it, but whenever i stop to take a break and breathe, i see all the work that He’s done in my life.
    it took me a while to understand that God actually puts us through hard things. He allows it, since He has a plan for each of us that He wants to set into motion. He uses these trials to mold us into the people He wants us to be, and uses these trials as a test to see whether or not we cry out His name.
    don’t ever forget these things, and i encourage you to constantly pray and think about these things. God bless!


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