i guess i probably shouldnt put this under girlfriend/wife
haha i wish tho
anyway
what i came here to say is that i cant get over her
sometimes she’ll laugh too hard and lean all the way forward to get air and her face does this thing like her anxiety went away for a second and she was happy
and its my new life goal to be the one to make her that happy
forever
im so bloody stupid for her and she doesnt know because we’re best friends and im too scared to fuck it up
god
im such a wuss
i should just tell her
but what if i ruin everything
i dont think id be able to keep going