He gets me at my all time low, takes my virginity, claims he cares about me, fucks with my emotions and feelings, makes me believe in bullshit, fucks me again, and agian, makes me wrapped up … then fucking drops me like i dont mean a fuck. I hate that motherfucker so much, he is such a pathetic lowlife makes me feel insecure, copliments all these other bitches but never me, seems to look at me like he is always unimpressed and he knows i can do better. I fucking hate him, hate his guts, hate his fucking everything but why the fuck do I like him still? I want to fucking rip his heart out and step on it and fucking destroy him the way he destroyed me and my core.