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My fucking stupid boyfriend

so lets start off this fucking stupid cunt story about my stupid fucking dumb ass boyfriend. It was about 2 months ago. there are these two fucking girls that he always hung out with and i DONT FUCKING LIKE THEM AT ALL. and he is so fucking aware of that. he knows that i fucking hate him hanging them more then anything in the fucking world. but they would usually hang out at one of the girls house or go to dinner or something. SO. one night he goes ” hey Whore #1 and whore #2 are coming to drop something off at my house, only for 5 mins tho” and i flipped my SHIT. that was the last fucking straw it was just over. We fought for like 20 minutes and then he was like Whatever its five minutes get over it. So then we kept fighting and it was the shittiest thing ever. I was under the impression that they were there for FIVE MINUTES but i quickly found out the next morning that they had stayed until 2 in the morning at his house. He was with those two girls and NOT ME until 2 in the morning. the whole time he was with those fucking bitches we were still fighting. I thought he was ALONE but he was with them all night. so i just found out that while we were fighting the entire night he showed those girls exactly what i was saying and got THEM to reply to me. I WASNT EVEN FIGHTING WITH HIM I WAS FIGHTING WITH THE GIRLS. and i didn’t even know they were at his FUCKING HOUSE THE WHOLE TIME. if i didn’t FIND OUT from one of the girls friends that they were there till 2 am, he would have kept lying to me and i would have never found out. I am so fucking angry i am filled with pure fucking rage and lividness if thats even a FUCKING WORD AND I DONT CARE IF IT IS OR NOT BECAUSE IM FUCKING MAD. I AM SO ANGRY I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING DO BECAUSE I LOVE THIS MAN SO MUCH AND I DONT WANT TO LOSE HIM BUT HE LOST ALL TRUST I EVER HAD FOR HIM THAT NIGHT AND HE WILL NEVER REGAIN IT. i think a normal fucking person would just dump him but i can’t i can’t do it and lose someone so important in my life. WHAT H8FUJWEGUEFGGUFFHEYWEBH i am so fucking mad i can’t even control what i am saying and i need fucking help with this i seriously can’t even fucking believe this i am just i a am so sfucking mad i can’t see straight. I’m seeing fucking stars in this bitch becausee of howfucking mad i am. have a horrible fucking night i hope all of u have a horrible night just like i am right now. fuck all of u I’m so fucking done i am NOPE nah NOOOO no nope no. its just done i am so fucking done with thiscifeh

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  1. rosiesimlamb@gmail.com

    Please please please write a book

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