so…. ??? my fucking teacher is really creepy towards me?
so a few weeks ago my friend made some joke that our teacher was in love with me, but we kind of laughed it off cause it seemed really ridiculous at the time but like.
i’m the only one in the class that he calls ‘his darling’ or ‘his love’
we went on a school trip to the theater and on the way there he was like ‘we don’t want to lose her! you nearly gave me a heart attack my love, don’t stand behind tall people, i thought you’d walked off without me’ in front of the whole group of people
and we made a joke on the way there that he would figure out a way for me to sit next to him, but we were just kind of laughing. but when we got to the theater, i was sitting three rows in front of him and off center, and he was sitting three rows behind me and in the center. keep in mind, these three rows are FILLED with his other students and colleagues.
AND HE NO SHIT MAKES EYE CONTACT WITH ME, AND GESTURES FOR ME TO COME AND SIT NEXT TO HIM
and it FREAKED me out, i’m not FUCKING JOKING.
and the play that we was all about rape and assault and stuff.
and a few days later he asked us all what we thought about it.
none of us liked it.
i mentioned it made me feel really strange (aka really fucking uncomfortable and upset, but i wasn’t going to voice that in front of some of my classmates)
and after i said that, he went, ‘yeah, i know what you mean. i wanted it to be more violent, i wanted the rapist to assault his victims more’
and everyone in the class kind of looked around like, ‘is he fucking serious? after many of us have JUST SAID the amount of GRAPHIC ASSAULT SCENES MADE US SICK’
and since then he’s like, cornered me in the classroom while i’m researching something and called me young and beautiful and lively
told me my pants are distracting
and like, anyone reading is probably like, GO REPORT HIM YOU DUMB FUCK
but the issue is that all of these things could just be me overreacting?
he could call other kids in other classes his love and his darling, and i’m just not there to witness it
he could have offered me the seat next to him because i would be able to see better
he could have meant my pants are fun and exciting, not distracting in a creepy way
and when he called me young and beautiful, he said it after a comment of ‘don’t grow up’ because his joints popped when he sat down
and the whole class could hear him; he wasn’t trapping me or anything
IT’S JUST WEIRD AS FUCK AND I NEEDED TO EXPLAIN IT FOR A SECOND