I am making a new rule now. 1 eat out a month and the rest has to be byo but for a drink. I just can’t afford the lifestyle I am living. I should be able to afford it and more by now. I am living hand to mouth pay dole check to dole check and I need work. I would kill for work. I would murder for part time job. someone hire me to hurt someone if I have to. I can’t keep living like this and I want to know who has been blacklisting me out of employment.