i feel ugly. always have and i feel like i always will. i have a boyfriend, he calls me cute and hot everyday but it just seems like words to me because i don’t believe it. i look at my friends and theyre all so perfect. like my one friend e. she’s perfect. she’s gorgeous, smart and funny. she also has a perfect relationship too which i’m also jealous over. so when i look at all my friends i just think that someday they’re going to find someone that loves them and think they’re gorgeous but then i look at myself and see some ugly person. on the inside i think i’m pretty, i’m a good person. but on the outside i’m ugly. and if i had a dollar for everytime someone told me “omg why do you think that?! you’re gorgeous!” i’d be sitting on a yacht rn typing this instead of at home. don’t get me wrong, i do appreciate the comments but like i said before, they’re just words. words that i can’t find myself believing at this time in my life.